雨天

雨季，
带来了滋润的雨滴，
为小草带来希望，
为绿叶带来春天。

对我而言，雨季使人心烦，
因为雨天
使我没得去郊外游玩，
使我提不起精神，
使我心情变得灰灰的。

雨天的情景令人感到低落。

每当嘀嗒声响起，
我都不由自主地想起过去。
想起从前的我，
重温过去的美景，
拾起遗失的美好。

我仿佛坐上了时光轮，
回到过去。
画面是如此地清晰，
一幕一幕的往事像流星般划过心海，
感觉是如此地美妙。

有人，爱不顾一切地狂奔；
有人，则爱频频回首而默默前进。

雨天，让我知道，我原来是第二种人。

过去，对我而言是安宁的。
我喜欢缅怀，
因为一路走来，
沿途的风景让我感到我的存在价值。
前路去向渺茫，

往未知的方向前去，

而不断自我揣测
令我感到疲倦。

我累了，可以脱下面具吗？
可以赤裸裸地把心摊开吗？

可以随心所欲吗？
就像大地迎接雨滴一样，
如此潇洒，如此豪放。

人生，

不是应该这样吗？

long time no post...

It has been weeks since my last post. Time flies n im always busy, i dunno y. mayb it's becus of my tight schedule n also tonnes of notes to b read n memorised (biodiv is a stupid subject!) n also a few assignments r getting closer to their deadlines...buuuurrrhh, kinda hate this feeling, but at the same time kinda like it alot! cus when im busy, i dun spend most of my time thinking abt things tat cannot b answered, or at least, cannot b answered now.

hmmm, i would like to confess here, haha, though im not a christian n im not in a church as well, that i did sumthing bad the day b4 (13feb, friday). i ponteng-ed 2 classes to go sing K wif my college-mates...hahah. well, its my first time of doing so, never do tat b4...anyway, i really enjoyed the session, unwound n had so much fun. luckily i went for it; at first i din feel like going but then, im not regret i went. it was in this session tat i noe im not the mic-grabbing-champion! haha, one of my mates is unbelievable n we had "wars" for grabbing the mic over. haha...n also, tat was a very cheap entertaiment cus sumthing went wrong wif the system of redbox(the gardens) n it continues to play our selected songs even after the provided hours. we were supposed to end at 6pm but we sang until 7pm. hahah, so damn worthwhile! n actually we could continue to sing, however, we left at 7pm cus we were all so damn hungry...too bad...

today, i went to mid-valley, again. haha, this time wif my fren, seong to buy sum presents for our fren hooi. we bought the present in an unexpectedly short time n we had troubles on where to go n wat to do...haih, mid-valley is kinda boring actually...hooi arrived few hours later n we had lunch together at kim gary. we chatted for awhile then we went to pet's world to see the aquarium. it's so beautiful n it gave me a chance to "revise" my biodiv lessons, hahah, telling them wat r the phyla n classes of the animals they belonged to...haha.

after 2 days of joy, HERE COMES THE DAYS OF ULTIMATE SUFFERING AND CONTINUOUS TORTURE! mid-sem exam is jus around the corner, n i'll b eating books every now n then! so damn hate it for this semester, so much things to b memorized, biodiv, microbiology, cellular bio, phy chem, analytical chem...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, so hate it! but still, i nid to sit for it. so...no point complaining, but it makes me feel better. I WILL SURVIVE!

我的新年假日...只不过如此

好久没写部落格了, 趁今天是人日, 那就在此祝大家生日快乐,新年进步, 心想事成, 身体健康吧! 哈哈, 可能你们不懂什么是人日吧, 其实我也不太知道, 只知道初七是人的生日.

不知道是不是人"老"了, 过年的快乐也随着一起"老"了, 热不起来, 也许是因为去年外婆的去世使到整个新年气氛大大减少了吧! 也可能是自己想太多了吧! 总是搞到自己心情总是灰灰地.

原本还没回家的那几天, 在大学时还会很兴奋, 不时会唱起新年歌来娱乐自己, 去广场购买新衣时还喜气洋洋地; 到了年初一时却没什么兴奋感, 新年只不过比较塞车及多人群而已. 原本还以为今年可以真的体会到团圆饭的团圆意义; 谁知弟弟又得工作, 结果我们得迟回, 所以团圆饭就迟吃了, 不过免强算是团圆了吧!

昨晚去了极乐寺, 至少有感受到一些新年气氛啦! 好漂亮哦, 看了突然觉得槟城很有特色, 我的家乡好特别诶! 回去那边, 就没得看这些了...嗨...

明天就要离开这个美丽的家乡了, 很不舍得喔, 明天是初八了, 晚上就拜天公了, 我今年不能拜, 也没得逗留在这里... 槟城福建人居多, 拜天公很热闹, 这是我第一年没得感受到这里的气氛, 现在我才会珍惜啊! 所以我们要好好的享受当下, 以免日后埋怨... 接下来应该会很忙, 而且回去又快要期考了, 没得像上个学期一样, 可以时常回家了. 所以, 槟城, 四月见咯!

珠光宝气 与 我

相信爱看连续剧的港剧发烧友都会追看 《珠光宝气》吧！我也在追看着。我觉得剧情很好，而且里面有很多我本身很欣赏的演员，比如蔡少芬，陈豪及李斯琪。很多人都很肤浅，说这套戏的导演怎么选这么多“老女人”来演；我觉得明星的演技重要过他们的外貌及年龄，尤其是这种剧情以现实生活息息相关的连续剧。有好的演技，剧情才会显得真实，动人。

它能够让我更了解到上层人物的生活点滴。虽然他们很富有，但他们也仍然有自己的难处及问题，而这些都是钱解决不到的。而且上层人的关系都很复杂，在商场上既是朋友，更是敌人。生活都少不了勾心斗角，明争暗斗。看来，要当个直来直往，不顾世事的有钱人还真不可能。

除此之外，这套戏令我对做生意很有兴趣，你们可以说我孩子气，太容易被剧情所影响，但我真的觉得做生意是赚钱最快，最多的方法。你想想，若你跟公司打工，年薪会有多高？好，给你一年一百二十千；也就是说月薪是十千。但你能不能告诉我，每间公司会有多少这么高薪的职位呢？那你又能否符合它所需的条件呢？

做生意就不同，当然，我们要实际，我不说《珠光宝气》里那些大集团的生意，我们说小型的。我本身对饮食很有兴趣，也对这方面有稍微的研究。我总觉得人们可以不买衣服，不去玩乐，不去看电影；但他们不能不吃。而且，我发现到，只要你卖的东西价钱大众化，就算经济不好，人们还是会光顾。不信吗？看看 Kim Gary 及 Oldtown。这两间连锁店已经是很好的例子了。我不管在槟城或吉隆坡，经济好坏，每次经过这两间店都看到来客如云。Kim Gary 还离谱到要排长龙。

所以，我的想法就是：我要做饮食生意！我要开一间餐厅！哈哈。。。我不要读书了！













没有啦！说说罢了嘛。。。书还是要读的。。。不过饮食生意我真的很有兴趣，觉得这是行得通的想法。所以，你们谁有兴趣合伙做生意的可以找我！哈哈。。。那我们就合作愉快咯！嘿嘿。。。

College or move out? It's a clear decision...

This is the second semester of the first academic year, which means that after this semester, we will have to decide whether to stay in college or not. Staying in college requires us to be active in college's activities. So, if I want to continue to stay, I must be active.

Well, here's a thing about college. Everything has its pros and cons and the one thing I like about college is that you have more friends and it is near to my faculty, because it is inside the campus. Because I am staying in college, I get to know many people from different facs, and we even have like our own family there. It gives me the slight feeling of belonging, which I have been seeking ever since I am here. The time for me to walk from my college to my fac is only about 10 minutes, so this allows me to go back to my dorm to have a nap in the evenings after lectures. Haha, I know I am like a pig, just can't help it, sleep is important, okay...And also, the fees are kinda cheap over my college, in fact, the cheapest of all, the rate is RM2.50 per day! RM2.50 only!



The cons of staying in college are, well, way more than its pros. Below are the list:



1. You might get a sucky roommate. But luckily, I have a good one.

2. The food they sell in the cafe is awful and unhealthy. Trust me, my hair (not my pubic hair! =P) has been dropping like hell since last semester, and I finally realize that the culprit is ajinamoto!

3. Sharing toilets and bathrooms with 32 people is insane. Maybe because I am the type of fussy person, so I always feel ridiculous to share toilets n bathrooms with so many people. I enjoy shower very much and this sharing thing has stopped me from enjoying my shower because there is only 3 bathrooms, 1 has got no dorr, we are left with 2, not to mention one of the door is spoilt...it sucks.



4. Cold water kills me! Imagine, you have class at 8am and you are having cold water shower, it's fucking freezing cold! I always have flu in UKM because of this!



5. The bathrooms are always filled with water. The drain is always blocked, it makes the bathroom so damn messy. Ironically, a bathroom is a place for you to clean yourself, but the place itself is so filthy.




See! It's so fucking disgusting! eeee...


6. I can't cook in my dorm. There is no refrigerator, I cannot store meat, chicken, fish...fruits need to be eaten within 1 day! Even if I can cook using electrical cooker, I will have to go in and out of the room so oftenly that it disturbs my roommate, because the tap is outside.



7. The furnitures are limited and we cannot change its positions. Sometimes it is hard to arrange things because of its fixed position.



8. The lights are dimmed. I always feel that my room is very dark even with the lights on.



9. This is the worst of all: we have to move everything out from our room for every semester holiday! This is a shitty rule. I bring many things to make myself feel like I'm at home and to live a better life and this rule sucks! I was like crazy last semester, moving my things away, luckily my senior is kind enough to help me.



So, after analyzing the situation, I have decided to move out! Maybe the rental fees could be a little bit higher, but there are a lot of advantages. Bottom line, the 9 disadvantages about college I've mentioned above will not a problem anymore. The only problem is that I must have a mean of transport, that's all. So I planned to bring a bike here for the coming semester. I must try to ride again, because it has been ages since my last ride. LOL...



Hopefully, my parents would understand the reason I decide to move out and agree with me.







I AM SO LOOKING FORWARD TO THE COMING SEMESTER!!! Yippy...

A kitten n its mummy...which impressed me

Eversince i hav step on the ground of UKM, im annoyed whenever i see stray cats loitering around. they get on my nerves, especially when there is a cat fight at nite, so damn annoying n i cant get into sleep...besides tat, in UKM, i've heard alot of ridiculous stories about cats, like how they grab food from cafes, how they get into others' rooms n the funniest of all, how a cat slept on my fren's bed, right beside his head, for one whole nite...LOLz...

Last semester, i saw a female cat, pregnant, n i was thinking damn...more of these little bullies r on their attack...n poof, 5 kittens were given birth, luckily, 5 of them were collected n sent off, i dunno where they are now, but i dun think they were killed, cus MALAYS LOVE CATS in a very unreasonable way, if not over the edge sumtimes.

Anyway, today, i was surprised when i saw A kitten near the garbage bin of my block, just one...weird, cus they normally give birth to more than one. a very young kitten, its legs barely step frimly on the ground, crying miserably for food i supposed...

the poor kitten...

its size relative to the polystyrene food container

face-to-face shot

Its crying made me feel sympathetic to it n i almost feed it wif my precious milk supply...but i didnt, bcus that would attract more cats n this would b bad. but still feel bad for it, he is so little n is abandoned, cus i saw no adult cat in the surrounding areas...

I went out to make an evening tea for myself n suddenly i saw a black cat came by, looking fierce, its green eyes stared at me sharply, as if it was going to kill me!! i knew she's the mother! minutes later, she carried the kitten away, HER kitten.

the pictures r blurred, sumthing went wrong wif the focus...but u still can see 2 figures claerly.

she carried it away..."bitting" the kitten's neck.

My guess is that the kitten must hav lost its way home n its mother finally found it. the scene makes me feel relieved, bcus the baby found its mother! n also it shows the nature of how a mother protects her babies...MOTHERS R GREAT PPLE!!!

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seems unfair to daddies...PARENTS R GREAT PPLE!!! well, generally,hehe...not to those involved in domestic violence.

Welcome 2009! Happy New Year everyone!

Happy new year everybody! may u guys have health, luck n wealth in 2009...

i went for the countdown in KL, wif my college-mates...we went to pavilion, though some of them would prefer to go to sungai wang, bcus we want to AVOID THE STUPID SNOW SPRAY...AGAIN! haha, cant believe tat im always trying my best to avoid the spray...so sick of it, i dun wan to hav the penang xmas countdown-all-over-again feeling in KL...