Monday, February 23, 2009

雨天


雨季,
带来了滋润的雨滴,
为小草带来希望,
为绿叶带来春天。


对我而言,雨季使人心烦,
因为雨天
使我没得去郊外游玩,
使我提不起精神,
使我心情变得灰灰的。


雨天的情景令人感到低落。


每当嘀嗒声响起,
我都不由自主地想起过去。
想起从前的我,
重温过去的美景,
拾起遗失的美好。


我仿佛坐上了时光轮,
回到过去。
画面是如此地清晰,
一幕一幕的往事像流星般划过心海,
感觉是如此地美妙。


有人,爱不顾一切地狂奔;
有人,则爱频频回首而默默前进。


雨天,让我知道,我原来是第二种人。


过去,对我而言是安宁的。
我喜欢缅怀,
因为一路走来,
沿途的风景让我感到我的存在价值。
前路去向渺茫,
往未知的方向前去,
而不断自我揣测
令我感到疲倦。


我累了,可以脱下面具吗?
可以赤裸裸地把心摊开吗?
可以随心所欲吗?
就像大地迎接雨滴一样,
如此潇洒,如此豪放。


人生,
不是应该这样吗?

Sunday, February 15, 2009

long time no post...

It has been weeks since my last post. Time flies n im always busy, i dunno y. mayb it's becus of my tight schedule n also tonnes of notes to b read n memorised (biodiv is a stupid subject!) n also a few assignments r getting closer to their deadlines...buuuurrrhh, kinda hate this feeling, but at the same time kinda like it alot! cus when im busy, i dun spend most of my time thinking abt things tat cannot b answered, or at least, cannot b answered now.

hmmm, i would like to confess here, haha, though im not a christian n im not in a church as well, that i did sumthing bad the day b4 (13feb, friday). i ponteng-ed 2 classes to go sing K wif my college-mates...hahah. well, its my first time of doing so, never do tat b4...anyway, i really enjoyed the session, unwound n had so much fun. luckily i went for it; at first i din feel like going but then, im not regret i went. it was in this session tat i noe im not the mic-grabbing-champion! haha, one of my mates is unbelievable n we had "wars" for grabbing the mic over. haha...n also, tat was a very cheap entertaiment cus sumthing went wrong wif the system of redbox(the gardens) n it continues to play our selected songs even after the provided hours. we were supposed to end at 6pm but we sang until 7pm. hahah, so damn worthwhile! n actually we could continue to sing, however, we left at 7pm cus we were all so damn hungry...too bad...

today, i went to mid-valley, again. haha, this time wif my fren, seong to buy sum presents for our fren hooi. we bought the present in an unexpectedly short time n we had troubles on where to go n wat to do...haih, mid-valley is kinda boring actually...hooi arrived few hours later n we had lunch together at kim gary. we chatted for awhile then we went to pet's world to see the aquarium. it's so beautiful n it gave me a chance to "revise" my biodiv lessons, hahah, telling them wat r the phyla n classes of the animals they belonged to...haha.

after 2 days of joy, HERE COMES THE DAYS OF ULTIMATE SUFFERING AND CONTINUOUS TORTURE! mid-sem exam is jus around the corner, n i'll b eating books every now n then! so damn hate it for this semester, so much things to b memorized, biodiv, microbiology, cellular bio, phy chem, analytical chem...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, so hate it! but still, i nid to sit for it. so...no point complaining, but it makes me feel better. I WILL SURVIVE!

Sunday, February 1, 2009

我的新年假日...只不过如此

好久没写部落格了, 趁今天是人日, 那就在此祝大家生日快乐,新年进步, 心想事成, 身体健康吧! 哈哈, 可能你们不懂什么是人日吧, 其实我也不太知道, 只知道初七是人的生日.


不知道是不是人"老"了, 过年的快乐也随着一起"老"了, 热不起来, 也许是因为去年外婆的去世使到整个新年气氛大大减少了吧! 也可能是自己想太多了吧! 总是搞到自己心情总是灰灰地.


原本还没回家的那几天, 在大学时还会很兴奋, 不时会唱起新年歌来娱乐自己, 去广场购买新衣时还喜气洋洋地; 到了年初一时却没什么兴奋感, 新年只不过比较塞车及多人群而已. 原本还以为今年可以真的体会到团圆饭的团圆意义; 谁知弟弟又得工作, 结果我们得迟回, 所以团圆饭就迟吃了, 不过免强算是团圆了吧!


昨晚去了极乐寺, 至少有感受到一些新年气氛啦! 好漂亮哦, 看了突然觉得槟城很有特色, 我的家乡好特别诶! 回去那边, 就没得看这些了...嗨...








































明天就要离开这个美丽的家乡了, 很不舍得喔, 明天是初八了, 晚上就拜天公了, 我今年不能拜, 也没得逗留在这里... 槟城福建人居多, 拜天公很热闹, 这是我第一年没得感受到这里的气氛, 现在我才会珍惜啊! 所以我们要好好的享受当下, 以免日后埋怨... 接下来应该会很忙, 而且回去又快要期考了, 没得像上个学期一样, 可以时常回家了. 所以, 槟城, 四月见咯!