Wednesday, November 26, 2008

终于在四个月后相聚的我们

就在昨晚,
熟悉的面孔再次地出现在我眼前,
欢乐的笑声又在我耳朵响了起来.


我们就这样地离开了四个月,
不长不短的日子里,
充满了对彼此的思念.


当时最后一次的聚会,
就在六月二十六号晚上,
为我庆祝生日,
当晚的心情真是百感交集.
开心, 因为朋友帮我庆祝;
不安, 因为即将开始新的生活;
悲伤, 因为即将面临离别;
未知日后的日子会是如何?
总不断地想着大家以后
会有各自的生活,
聚在一起的时间也很少了.


现在,
一个学期已去,
我们再次相聚,
虽然没说出口,
但我相信每人心中
都感受到那份温暖.
我们还有一个月的时间,
希望大家可以一起喝茶聊天,
一起缅怀过去,
一同展望未来.


现在,
我才明白,
分离,
是为了下次重逢的喜悦;
就像花谢,
是为了让花开得更灿烂.


人生只不过如此…

Monday, November 24, 2008

Go try this...

http://www.ipersonic.com/

i think it's kinda precise...describes 90% of my characteristics...

I'm back!!! finally...


so damn tired, hav to carry the heavy luggage al the way from my college downhill to the bus stop in front of my campus, then all the way to KL then puduraya...damn, i bet i could gain muscles jus from this process...haha


i arrived at puduraya around 12pm n i hav to find the Kwang Tung Association building in time bcus i hav to attend a ceremony for the study loan i applied (actually, my dad applied for me). this is wat i dislike abt getting involved in those association things, they are very realistic n like to amplify small things. to present a simple study loan, they must hold a ceremony jus for it, of course they would invite those "big ppl" like datuk watever or datin whoever then reporters from newspaper publisher wil com to take photos, things like tat... i mean, come on, it's jus a study loan, make it quick n simple k? it's not like the association givs me 1 billion or wat...i jus borrow it n i hav to pay them later on...thr's nonid to do as if it is so special cus many other corporate companies n other associations provide styudy loans too...


the ceremony starts at 1.30pm. i was late for my lunch bcus i hav to go around to find the building. my lunch is served at 1.15pm, which means that i hav abt 15 minutes to stuff them into my stomach n grab my ass off to the ceremony. that was the most meaningless meal i hav ever had, ate for the sake of eating without enjoying it...i managed to arrive a few minutes earlier.


as i hav expected, they wil start late n they did...it started at 1.45pm...ahh, typical malaysian culture...bad habit! ( im scolding myself too! haha ) honourably, i went up stage n spoke on behalf of fellow students, n the speech was not too long... i jus keep it simple n real...i dun like to fake it, cus to sum ppl, they wil take this chance to show their "appreciation" or how "grateful" they are...

the whole evening was so rush...thank god the ceremony ended quite early, at least earlier than expected. so i got sum time to shop at petaling street...jus bought an odm watch, too poor to buy the real one, so i opted to buy a fake one...>< anyway, they look the same, hopefully it can fool ppl...


my journey to pg started around 5pm, the bus was travelling wif god's speed...it took less than 4 hours n taaadaaa, im back in pg!! so tired...but im happy...holiday is here...frens r back again...miss them alot.


i dunno y, ever since we left pg to pursue our dreams, i find tat i do miss them from time to time.i wonder they feel the same...or m i the only one feeling it? perhaps it has got to do wif my life overthr, im not so close wif my coursemates bcus i find tat my frequency cant superimpose wif theirs n thr are sum gaps between us. my hypothesis is that mayb i treat them as my old frens here in pg, n they responded in a different way, unlike the response i used to get lastime. so this is y sumtimes i feel tat im quite lonely when it comes to this n i start to miss my old frens. they know me the best n i feel comfortable wif them, i can trust them well. but i cant get such feelings from my coursemates.i noe i hav to move on n accept new frens, but new frens r not the same as old frens anymore...i hope i could b very close wif my coursemates by the coming semester.


i will hav to stop here as my eyes r killing me...gtg to bed...happy holidays everyone, remember to gather wif ur frens!they r IRREPLACABLE!

Saturday, November 22, 2008

My first blog...

Finals were over, i hope i do well for this semester because the first semester is always the easiest to score, then things will become more n more difficult for the coming semesters...
Anyway, the way i spend these few days is actually kinda fun! actually my examinations finished on 18nov, so after that im free. but i have things to b done at KL on 23nov, which is tomorrow, and i cant go home, so the only choice is to stay until tomorrow. but how am i going to spend these days? it is amazing when u can stay in the campus for 4 days doing nothing, while other either gone home already or still having their examinations...no, i cant do that, i cant stay in college for 4 days doing nothing cus i'll be bored to death. so i went out n did sum shopping for clothes n accessories... but im not rich, so i dun grab crazily; i buy carefully and wisely.
Tomorrow i'll be going to KL to get a cheque for my study loan! at first it turns me off when i knew that i have to stay a few days more just to get the damn cheque but then im happy...cheque is money, and imagine u could get money just by staying for a few days longer, y not? hopefully i can get to use half of the money and the other half can be used for investments. well, like i said, hopefully i can get to use the money, cus my dad is very concerned wif money matters and he always have comments on others' spending habits. perhaps, i cant blame him bcus he has his past n he sees more different scenarios in life than me, n therefore he has his own unique view on how to spend properly.
I remember very well wat he told me : "only spend on things u need, not on things u want, they are different". i totally disagree wif this statement bcus if we were to spend only for things we nid, then our life is so meaningless. it would b jus like any other living organisms on earth, from bacteria to insects to lions. from my POV, "wat we nid" refers to the very basic things that we required to stay alive and lead our lives. so in my context, it refers to our biological nids like food, shelter and clothes, and also other accessories required for modern days like transport and other tools. by doing so, which means do i live jus for the sake of living, like those lions in africa?
My philosophy towards life is that we shud live happily in modesty. u can spend, but not to the extent of over-spending n engulfed by debts. when u feel like buying sumthing u like, it's fine, work for it, bcus it givs u motivation. it givs u a direction n goal so that u could stay focused. he normally disagrees wif my spending habits bcus he only spend for things he nid, but i spend for things i nid n i want. lucky for me, he is not very autocratic n he wil jus mention to me abt how i shud spend n tat's it. until now, he never restrict my allowance or do anything to my money.
Anyway, i dun think my spending habits are wrong, bcus i dun over-spend n most importantly, i save. i spend accordingly to my affordability n i never borrow money from frens jus to buy things i wan. but, relatively, he would think tat i spend alot.
Im grateful of wat i hav n the way i spend, bcus i realize that many ppl spend without thinking. tat's risky n it could consume u. well, this is all for my first blog n i hope to write more on the way i see life. penang, im coming! home sweet home!